Filed under: dreams
lately my dreams have been a little, well disturbing
they are disturbing because the things that are happening to me, how i react to them and what i do are so far from how i act in real life
for example, i have never smoked anything in my life, and in one of my dreams last week i tryed it and hated it and liked it at the same time
also in my dreams my moral fiber, is well, degraded: walk into a store with my older sister, have my little sisters fundraising form, this guy (who happens to be tall, built but not over built, dark hair, dark eyes, great smile, and well just in general hot) starts flirting w/ me, and im flirting back, and before we even get through exchanging numbers we’re making out on a couch that just appeared. . . WHAT THE HEAK!!! pretty freaky cause it was sooo real, like i could sense temperature differences and sents and well obviously touch. . .then i got an acid taste in my mouth and woke up
whats ironic. . . i havent kissed a guy in well, close to 3 years now, and if i were going to it wouldnt be a random flirty stranger
so basicly in my dreams im either a smoker, or easy. . . how comforting
S sayse that im just extremes and since im conservative in real life, im not in my dreams, any input?
so wierd. . .
